DIVINE DISCONTENT

There is something in me that is not happy about who I am and where I am right now. I have fought that feeling several time, I have allowed that feeling weigh me down for many years, it has made me uncomfortable, fearful and pretentious but today I choose to embrace it, it becomes my friend from today, I don't know what to call it but in choose to call it "Divine Discontent". Divine discontent for me is a navigator, it tells you when you are going wrong, it tells you this is not who you are supposed to be, it tells you you are more than this, it tells you get off your butt and move, I have been  in a losing battle in allowing it paralyze me, if it was an enemy I'm sure God would have removed it but i just think it is an echo of His voice telling me move on. So  today I embrace my friend, I wont run anymore, I will fight bad habits, I will ignore fear, I will overcome obstacles, I will be persistent until the voice inside agrees with who I am on the outside. Until I am fulfilled until I hear well done.